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And I’m feeling much better this infusion period. I had to look on the calendar and to my surprise, my infusion is only six short days away. Wow, last cycle was horrible. I was feeling so run down and suffering from my MS symptoms that I just couldn’t wait to be infused with that sweet, sweet Tysabri. As I’ve mentioned so many times, shortly after the infusion I’ll start feeling better, but before I go on…

I need to apologize to the clerical staff at the AIC. I was clearly in need of my tysabri and my temper was very short. I was taking things the wrong way, and I got unnecessarily hostile (for me, no threats of violence occurred, I was just being a typical American on my last infusion – which is VERY BAD IN MY BOOK). For that I need to apologize. So I am. I am very sorry for the poor introduction I provided when I walked in during my infusion. I will do my best to keep my hostility to myself. And in all honesty, unless the MS takes a dive in the next six days, I believe you’ll get the normal cheery in public (even if, as per usual, I’m burning on the inside) Mike. I feel terrible for the hostility I provided during the last interaction, and I’ll be apologizing in person in six days.

So now that is out of the e-way, I can get back to the more pressing issue of how I can feel so different after each infusion. I believe it may be the ‘freshness’ of the Tysabri, or the person behind the scenes who is mixing (? reconstituting) the Tysabri.  Or something. Some infusions I’ll feel wonderful if not for the entire time, most of the post infusion time.

But last time, it didn’t feel as good as first. So perhaps it was the infusion before last? Shortly after my infusion I got a numb spot in my lip. Scary, yes, but no need for alarm – or I thought. As it went away I forgot about it. Then a couple weeks later, I got the ***** scared out of me. I thought I was having an attack or something, as my left hand started feeling as thought it was going numb. Seriously, one of my ‘issues’ I have from the MS is the numbness of my left hand (mostly in the fingertips, or at least that’s where i touch to test the numbness). All of my MS issues have been on the left side of my body thus far (right-brain issues). So when I had a problem on the right side of my body, I kind of freaked out. I sent a message to my Neuro via the patient portal. Of course, the doctor was not in, so I had to talk with one of the doctor’s partners or something (someone filling in for him that day, I suppose).  I did hear back from him on Monday, but thankfully the numbness started to ebb. It is mostly gone at this point, for which I am thankful.  Ill find out more when I get my MR and see him in December.

I’ve also been sitting on the doc’s recommendation to get a green card for a year-and-a-half, so I’m going to contact a dispensary and see if they can help with the application process. I always stall out on the application part.

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